Sunday Going On Monday.

 The autism seems to be affecting me in unexpected ways. There's a lot of behaviour online that is probably just accepted by most people, but confuses the hell out of me, eg I tell someone that I'm falling for them and don't hear anything from them for two days; it makes me confused, then it makes me frustrated, then it makes me sad, then I cry myself to sleep. I have a feeling that I should put her out of my mind and move on, but I genuinely don't know what to do because I'm falling for her.

I've been wondering if I should stop looking for The One if it's making me this miserable, but then I'm miserable being alone so I might as well be miserable looking for her. Indie Chick is even having a hard time bouncing back from the seeming futility of this search, but I dread to think what kind of mess I would be without her!

Ach well, onwards and...   onwards.