Kid.

 So, I joined a trans dating site and I was contacted by a gorgeous 37 year old. That's what has initiated my mini meltdown. She is beautiful in mind and body and I couldn't understand why she would get in touch with me. The thing is, I write messages and it takes 10 to 20 minutes to get a reply and Goth Bitch starts thinking 'this bugger's a player with another half dozen marks'. Then Indie Chick pipes in 'mibbe English is a second language for her or mibbe she's as insecure as you are' and my head goes into whirlygig mode again. Now I'm just getting radio silence pretty much as soon as I let my defences down a bit, and I just don't know what to do. I have no-one to talk to other than you Dear Diary - lol.